i need you and i wat boyfriend!!

3 years i am single no want like me and i dont want you.all my friends is taken for me no want buttt sometimes i feel happy i fell sad i feel jelous i dont no why happen to me :( help me please :(

but i like i like but i dont want you i dont want u forever... my heart is empty no boddy take in my heart ohhh my feelsss sooo empty why why??? i very very sadddd i don have boyfriend that i want..i want himmmm i want heeeeeee you know that. i want kill my self noww pleaseeee!!! my live soooo empty no pleaseeee :( 3 years i am single no boddy take my heart why?? please comentt this please i fell lke veryyyyyy sad you know please make me happy.....